I get frightened

I get frightened I'll never come out of this
I'll lose everything and everyone
I'll be debilitated by this pain
That reels up inside of me like emotional acid reflux
I cannot stand the pain I feel right now
Yet I am drowning in it
There is no life raft to save me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OazUWut9xew

Missing You My Little Girl

Everything feels black
Night inside and out
Tears stain my face
As the memories rise up
I could never say to you
Wish you knew how i felt


There are no words for this pain
I can't cope tonight
The Pain is just too much